[¡¡¡Germany update at the bottom of this post!!!]
The magic of being taken into situations we never dreamed up ourselves. To be caught in another’s creation, or simply: another’s (daily) life. The power of friendship, of hearts not content, of hearts just pouring out with what naturally flows, our deepest love, tender and one-hundred percent vulnerable. The people I know and the lives that I see daily; they thrill me beyond anything I can create myself. My perception colliding memories that come with a package of light, colour and tangible taste/feeling. There are moments that make no sense prior to them actually happening. But in the midst of their machine-like-workings, we realize that sometimes, the collected pieces of dreams and memories sewn together in half attentive and joyous dance, we find the end result, our very own machine has been dreaming all along, dreaming for the day that it itself would be set free from our minds. And not to simple be terminal, to not just look in the mirror and call forth forced words of beauty… That our machine might be set free in order to teach us: that all which is truly remarkable, and truly meaning full, required only that we might share our hearts with one another, to never hinder, to never hold any one’s ideas higher or lower, to never feel exclusive, since we all were once machines. We all once held our hands over our eyes. So encourage each other and gently lower the lit walls and tender hands that cover out faces from seeing the truth that stares at us in patience. There cannot be something so perfect, that only belongs to a few. And it is that machine that reminds us, as it clothes’ itself in fleshly attire, so much, that we can’t separate the real from the imaginative… separating the machine, our dream, from the dreamer who finally sits confused, wondering is there any difference now? But what the machine is whispering to the dreamer is this: That you can be like me, stronger and endless and you can remain still human, still flesh for the time being… But know that your dream, that I the machine am here to let you know what you have beyond most things created, relationships with other hearts, connection to the countless that want to express what can sometimes be inexpressible. Because I’ve seen too many prideful selfish inspired machines.. I strive for the challenge of this, beyond, more bold. To understand how to love those fellow dream seekers. To share in kindness and humility (not self-loathing) when our machines begin to come out wrong. As a machine i feel led to say… that we aren’t growing anywhere, until you people can set aside the trivial arguments that separate. Im interested in those of you who will scream through your soul, in the most challenging task of mercy and love, sharing with each other FOR each other. Practice alone, and meditate, master yourself. Come undone before God and let everything expose it’s face. Eventually add to your dreams, far before I the machine come to be… add that true love that comes from Jesus. Cause I’m telling you now, you’re going to want the opposite in the moment it comes to you. So know now, I a machine telling you, there will be greater, there is bound to become more. Let go of your clasp on my direction and just let your gentle patience simmer, a little longer. No longer than that. Rest on that for a while longer. AND ONE DAY WHEN YOU NATURALLY WALK INTO THE ANSWER, ALMOST FORGETTING WHAT THE QUESTION WAS, THERE, A GREAT AMOUNT WILL BE ADDED TO YOU. and together you all will be seamless, loving. You will share stories and be content with just each other’s company. The dreaming machines will come. But first we pray for you, to let go, to love.
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updates yo.
Getting closer to a plane ticket! Gathering up emails and addresses. (ps if you read this but haven't sent me that, could you at brkonnia@gmail.com?) About to send a Hogwarts amount of letters throughout the Nation.
right now I'm at $260 and need about $440 or so for a plane ticket (one-way (total of about $750)). Please help! even 3 bucks is great, just your care and existence is enough.
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